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   Duffer & Idiot....................April 2006 till forever…

Most people walk in and out of your life. But only True friends leave footprints in your heart, just the one about whom I have written below…….

The most exotic feeling I had when I had to pen down about you, I was perplexed as to what should I start with, should be your beauty as of flowers, or your heart as soft as dove, I am vexed as whether to praise your smile which is as scintillating as stars.

I know words will never be enough to tell about you..but as it’s an occasion to say something in your regards…Here I start..

First of all a very happy new year 2012 to you dear..

I know my blog is thousand times more worthy today because it has a name "IDIOT" on it.....u must b thinking what’s there in word "IDIOT”. For some of you it might sound Silly...but for me its WORLD....it's a cute name given by me to my best and closest friend Veenu....and DUFFER is a word given by her to me, which perfectly suits me hehehe…a person without whom my life is incomplete.....one friend in millions to cherish...A person who has golden heart....who cares without any reason...soft from heart...and very sharp from mind.

Without any fuss, confusion, tangles and commitment life become a cake-walk if you have a hand off a friend to hold on just like my dearest IDIOT... If not, then tell me, how is it possible that in population of more than a billion you somehow stuck with someone who is just like you? We also say at times, ‘This world is so mean’, then how come there are few people who are ready to take all your sorrows and are always there for you when you need them. I can say this because I have been gifted with such a beautiful gift called “V.E.E.N.U” in my life.

A Friend who stood beside me as a support, to lift me up whenever I was down…and who was equally happy, whenever I was on cloud 9.Really I thank God for all his blessings to gift a friend like her....Whenever I am upset, she is the first one who notices that sadness in my eyes, no matter how hard I try to hide it behind my smile. Whenever I am stuck in a problem and have no solution, no matter how serious the issue may be, she is the one who provides me the best possible way out of it. Whenever I need a company she is the one who come to me and make me laugh leaving behind other things. Friendship is that innocent feeling as of a small child whose love is unconditional, uncommitted and yet so pure, same as ours….

My morning freshens up seeing her Good morning message, which she sends 24*7*365 without fail and I will be in all smiles and day ends only after  knowing how was the day… kya kiya pure din etc.. Past 6 years are incised in my heart forever. Each day spent is still so fresh in my heart. You are the best dear, I don’t even have the words to express my feelings, that with so much patience you have handled me in 2011, if you wouldn’t have their in my life, don’t know what would have happened, I would never  forget each of your words said, to console me and take me out from the darkness. I sincerely owe you for this idea...”A letter to God” seriously I was at a peace after writing this….. But as I promised that you will see a new Rahul in 2012 and” HERE I AM”, with lot more confidence, more optimistic about me and my future, and believe me, you will never see 2011 Rahul again, khair as you always say JO HOTA HAI ACHCHE K LIYE HOTA HAI, n I can sense that now, hope you understood what I meant to say, n I know you got it…heheheh..mere bina bole samajh jaane ki aadat jo hai aapko.

You know I just found something related to above paragraph, by which I am more optimistic now.

Life Still Has A Meaning

If there is a future there is time for mending-
Time to see your troubles coming to an ending.

Life is never hopeless however great your sorrow-
If you're looking forward to a new tomorrow.

If there is time for wishing then there is time for hoping-
When through doubt and darkness you are blindly groping.

Though the heart is heavy and hurt you may be feeling-
If there is time for praying there is time for healing.

So if through your window there is a new day breaking-
Thank God for the promise, though mind and soul be aching,

If with harvest over there is grain enough for gleaning-
There is a new tomorrow and life still has meaning.

I was thinking y not to recollect today, some of our best moments spent together……See below…

Sweetest Memories among all:

Remember right, almost 5 and a half yrs back, we both were standing in your balcony and started knowing each other for the first time.

Chats and messages which made us so close to each other…

Family meets were the best…right?

Your gift to me- Saibaba ki murti……..and last year gift made me feel itna saara waala happyyyyyyyyyyyyyy J)

Last year 22^nd Jan……and my gift to you…..

Family outing for whole day, last year visiting temples and lots of photography, were one of the best moments spent…

There is lot more to write about best moments, but if I start writing, then it will take ages.

You know what Idiot..Friendship is like an investment, the more you invest the more you reap..An Investment in term of trust and faith which is the root of any relation.No better how better friends you are  but if there is no seed of trust and faith in the soil, the tree of friendship cannot stand long..but touchwood it's been almost 6 years now and our friendship is till lively and fresh...

Life with a friend like you became an easy going journey that I would never like to get over with. Each day spent with you is to be cherished in a different way even if some days bring lot of misunderstandings or fights. But whatever it is, friendship is an old book, while turning its pages you go through a lot of mixed feelings realizing that even after sharing the best and the worst you are still together.

I always believe, when you have 1 friend who cares and make you happy in thousands of way, then you don't need thousands of friends to make you special...you are that 1 friend of mine…………..

At last..cake for you...I would not miss any opportunity to wish you first a advance happy brithday which I already did 3 months back..hehehe....just 19 days to go..................:))))

And finally always remember, many times in your life, you will be  dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions and the circumstances that come your way, but always believe in your self dear...and you will surely come out of it with flying colours...take care of your self......

Wishing you all the very best for your future endeavours......Always there for you....

Yours,

Duffer.......

(now really excited to be alive:)))

KAL HO NA HO PART 2..

It was Saturday evening, the day I await most, I was groggy in sleep, then suddenly my mind tickled to watch Kal ho na ho again, as you all know the movie for which I am totally mad .I had to continue where I last stopped in my previous post .I have lots of things to write, let see where I end up writing.

In my previous post I mentioned that now comes a serious twist in my life which relates my past to this movie, is Aman’s love towards Naina which couldn’t turn into reality..Let me take you through remaining beautiful parts of the movie which are engraved in my heart forever…

Now Naina has changed herself, she wore lenses now and best part she started smiling. When Naina meets Rohit after her makeover, Rohit gets stunned to see her completely new looks, and starts misinterpret ting that Naina likes her, but that was not the fact. She actually started liking Aman who bags total credit in transforming Naina.  Ajeeb hai na jise pehle hum jaante bhi nahi who hamari zindagi me aata hai or hame puri tarah badaldeta hai, or dheere dheere  sab kuch kitna achcha lagne lagta hai…shayad yehi pyaar ki shuruat hoti hai??? Then song comes Kuch to hua hai kuch hogaya..nice one…

Then small clip comes where everyone starts defining love, and Shahrukh’s line goes like this...

PYAAR??? Pyaar me zindagi khoobsurat lagne lagti hai..har sapna sach lagne lagta hai..manzil badalne lagti hai..hawa ka rukh bhi badalne lagta hai..rango pe nazar padne lagti hai…and he smiles and says ab laal rang bhi achcha lagne lagta hai…har pal har waqt hamesha zabaan pe ek he naam aane lagta hai…………………….????????

Below is pyaar according to me…

PYAAR?? Zindagi ki sabse pyaari cheez..jiske pass nahi who adhura hai…mere liye pyaar kisi ek ko dil se chahna or basss chahte he rehna….shayad wo KAL HO NA HO…agar who miljaaye to zindagi haseen ban jaaye or na mile to bas rehjaati hai uski YAADEIN…….

Naina and Rohit now meets to tell each other feelings, but what poor guy Rohit knew that Naina would come up and tell him that she loves Aman .They meet each other near a beautiful lake where Rohit gets first shock of his life .Naina asks that should she tell her feelings to Aman and Rohit says go now and say him..

Now comes my most favourite part of the movie, when Naina enters into Aman’s house  in a stunning Red dress with beautiful red bokay in her hand,just to say she loves Aman, without knowing that her heart will break forever….. This was the first time Aman had tears for Naina in his eyes.

Naina silently sits on sofa..and after sometime she starts stammering I……when suddenly her eyes goes towards photograph of Aman and Sonali Bendre (Priya in the movie) and asks Aman who is this lady, and he says his wife Priya………and tears rolls out of Naina’s eyes and she couldn’t hide the pain..obviously when you love someone and come to know that he/she is married or for instance love someone else, this pain is out of the world....eventhough  Priya is not a wife of Aman in the movie, he had to tell a lie to Naina because he was suffering from cancer and had very less time to survive, now this is called SACRIFICE…where you don’t want someone’s life to spoil because of you.

After Naina leaves the house, Aman’s and his mother’s conversation starts like this.

Mother: Tum pyaar karte ho na usse?.

Aman: Kisse Maa? Nahi aisa nahi hai me Naina se pyaar nahi karta.

Mother: Maine Naina ka naam kab liya?

Aman : Jab aap sab jaante hue b yeh sachchai seh nahi sakti ki mere pass kuch din he hai, to Naina kaise sahegi?

Aman: Me use kaise kahu ki pehli baar is dil ne kisi ko dil se chaha hai, pehli baar is dil ne kisi k liye saans li hai, pehli baar is dil ne kisi se mohabbat ki hai…

And my fav line…maa is dil ki mohabbat me bahut taakat hai,lekin yeh dil bahut kamzor hai…yeh kamzor dil use kaise dedu Maa kaise?????woh mera pyaar nahi hai maa kisi or ka hai…bas yeh pyaar us tak pahucha du yehi mera sapna hai……

Fir or kya tha story aage badti rahi hai…..Naina or Rohit ko Aman ne milva diya……khud k dil pe itna dard leke naina ko kisi ki hoti dekhna…aman se raha nahi gaya….or ro pada….and lastly because of cancer he dies……….

Shayad yehi sachcha pyaar hai….aap bas kisi ko dil se chahte raho..or agar aapka pyaar sachcha hai to who aapke pass zaroor aayega…….or nahi to who kabhi aapka nahi tha………..

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